I was born with pressure

At fist, it was calm and quiet

My child like mind and playful heart overpowered

Life was just so simple

Until I met honor and achievements

Father's academic journey woke the still pressure

He excels in all aspects and brings honor to our name

Then titas words started to hunt me, "second gets whats left from first"

For four years I've n with a bunch of nerds

Each of them holds an edge and shines in their own forte

And I am expected to be like them and be one of them

It triggered me to want more and do more

Pressure has been with me from the very start 

It is my best and worst companion in my story

Makes me want to meet expectations and crave for its excellent outcomes

This keeps me going but it also gives birth to my extreme doubts and fears

love,

Raice of 08/07/17

Ps. Another late post