I feel like writing so I’m writing.

I’m currently in the phase of uncertainty. When everyone is so sure of me, well here I am, not sure about every little thing of myself and my future. I don’t know how to take the road that Im supposed to take.

Contemplating if the waves would be so loyal with my heart’s desire and take me to where I find comfort and contentment.

I need to save some courage in looking up to the results of the university I took risk for, the only institution that I have been dreaming ever since. Funny how I imagined things back then to go smoothly and make its way to how my mind visualizes it.

Then here I am now, closer to my passion. Here I am now, shaking at the peak of a new beginning.

I would always ask myself, what am I afraid of? I kept finding answers. Kept.

Now, I’ve realized what hurts me the most. I have known what takes up all my energy and positivity. And that’s disappointing the people who believe in me; the people who never doubted me, not even once. The reason why I keep pushing forward and onward, and the same reason why I doubt and look back.

But I guess, I need to put an end to this. I can’t let other individuals get the best and worst of me. I might as well teach myself how to generate one’s effect to myself. Ahhh, I know this would be hard. Nothings easy after all, right? So give me time, I’ll try my very best.