The waves crashed.

I am currently in the phase of questioning my capability and intellect. An individual who is trying to commit to challenges and engage herself with situations outside from her comfort zone, that’s me right now. People would say that I’m good, I’m equipped etc. but deep within me there’s a voice that would crumple me down. And yes, there are times that I’ve drowned with it.

The best; I have wanted to be the best version of myself. I have dreamed of achieving my goals and reaching my peak. For I know, my heart knows, it’s not only for me but also for my family. I just don’t want to let them down; I don’t want them to feel threatened for my future.  I want them to be happy and be at ease.

Now that I’m adult-ing, I’m closer to the bigger opportunities and plot twists of my personal and professional life. And I just hope that these rejections would lead me to greater paths.

My quest starts here. Im on fire, so eager, so pumped.